Since I have made a news post. I just recently updated my profile pick. But other than that and checking out flash across the site, I haven't done much on newgrounds recently. I finally cought up in school and am back to my A-B average. It has literally been months since I have made a post here but so I guess I don't have to much to say. I don't have anything to say that anyone would really care about, I just wanted to make a new post. So for the 1 or two people who read this please comment on how much of a waste this post was in your opinion. But so that this post isn't a complete waste, here is a very odd work of mine.

nobody posts in my page. angst to you all!

I got a new girlfriend, now I am happy again! Commence the laughter and cheer!

Sorry for being emo in my last post I was just sad.

This is the only time I have ever been sad over an outside of family relationship. I really think I love her. I know I sound stupid, and I mean pretty stupid, but I honestly think I love her. I' am really depressed.

I think god wants me to devote myself to him more. Than once I am completely devoted I might get a girlfriend. And I don't mean just some girl. I mean someone who I can't stop thinking about, some one who makes you stomach hurt when you think about them, and your heart jump when you see them. I don't want to loose that. I don't want to loose Emily. I am pretty sure that this is love.

I feel worse than the death of all my pets, even my grandpa's death. I'm just plain heart broken. I want that dance back. The dance with her. I just want to hold her and not worry about who sees or what anyone says because I love her.

This is like nothing I have ever felt before. This is not a want to make out or any of that teenager crap. I don't care if I ever kiss her. I just want her. I want to tell her I love her. I want it to be obvious to the whole world. I love Emily Shoenback. I love her and I want her to know it.

About two weeks ago I talked to friend and told you him that I have never been in a serious relationship before. Well right now I feel like I have been dumped. I just want the FRIENDSHIP back. Even if I never see her again, I would just want her to not feel nervous about me.

Now I don't know if she will feel awkward toward me or not. Will I have to rebuild all we have made? I love her. I really love her and I don't want that for us. I don't want her to ever feel awkward. I need her right now. I need someone to love me like I love her.

I know this is for the best somehow, but I am still heart broken. I still can't sop typing. I've been making this supposed to be, simple letter for twenty plus minuets. I just can't articulate it well enough how upset I am.

I LOVE HER. And I want everyone to know it, to know that I am done with silly dates. Unless she is done with me, than I don't know what I'll do. I'd probably just make another letter. Even though you went threw all these feelings too. I am sorry. I just need to tell someone. And I can confide in you the best rite now.

I am sorry Guys, it's just that I am in love, and I am heart broken, but it may work out. I want it too. I may need it too. For right now it's all I have. Thanks Nora. Good night.

P.S. This was originally a letter to someone else and I edited it slightly. I I accidentally use a name just Ignore it.

I have not made an update in a while so here you go. Yet doesn't really matter since no body looks at thi. oh well, I'm sure some one hits that profile button of mine by accident at least once in a while so whatever.

I don't think The ong art project will be made.

I tried out for foot ball today.

School starts in three days.

And I recently broke up with my girl friend. (No Loss)

yup.

My Seek and Destroy picture was not used, instead havayosunu had his picture chosen, If I'm lucky I'll get to have my picture for tears don't fall in the Song Art Project.

Also, if your bored check out my thread, Fish Art. There are several great works of art there, and you can always make your own to contribute to all the fun!

Below is my picture I hope to be use for the Song Art Project.

Well I made a new header and sig, now I shall start on a picture with the theme "seek and destroy" for the Song Art Project.

Cheers!

Well I still need to make a banner, but i have my user image pics made, I like how thing are going and Im really happy with my user page. Although untill I get some flash made nearly noon will see this, but whatever, I like my page! CHEERS =D

Well I'm sure that this page will be viewed little. I'll update my page with pictures when I get back to my moms house, till then, CHEERS